
a catalogue of obsessions
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A scattered, unfinished sketch, not a manifesto, certainly not a polished self-portrait. Random by design, immature on purpose. Updated whenever something earns its place or quietly loses it.
Moonrise over the Sea·Caspar David Friedrich·1822·Alte Nationalgalerie, Berlin
updated
01 · Philosophy I keep returning to
Mind.
- Why people suffer
- Whether meaning is discovered or invented
- The line between good and evil
- What makes a life worthwhile
- Why some relationships survive and others don't
- How much of personality is choice
- Why we tell stories
- What attention is
- Where taste comes from
- What curiosity itself is
02 · Directors I rewatch on principle
Cinema.
- Stanley Kubrick
- David Lynch
- Studio Ghibli
- Beautiful failures
- Films that trust the audience
03 · Paintings & prose I live inside
Art.
- Northern Romantic painting
- Caspar David Friedrich
- Johan Christian Dahl
- John Atkinson Grimshaw
- Ivan Aivazovsky
- Moonlit landscapes
- Shakespearean tragedy
- Ballet, especially Swan Lake
- Ruins reclaimed by nature
- Lonely figures in vast landscapes
- Storms at sea
- Melancholy without despair
04 · Listening rooms in my head
Music.
- Classical, all of it
- Tchaikovsky, for Swan Lake
- Chopin's nocturnes
- Progressive metal
- Britpop
- Garage rock revival
- Moody Americana
- The tuning note before the first note
05 · A dark, tailored world
Style.
- Oversized English trousers
- Crisp dress shirts
- Waistcoats
- Tall coats & capes
- Eyes Wide Shut masks
- Glasses, always
- Artistic rings shaped like animals
- Silver necklaces
- Silver lapel pins & cufflinks
- Pocket watches
- Victorian-patterned ties
- Fedora hats
- Textured leather belts
- Wooden-soled leather shoes
- Long boots
- Raincoats
- A proper black umbrella
06 · How a room should feel
Space.
- Cozy, small, lived-in rooms
- Patterned wallpaper
- Warm yellow light
- Victorian & Greek detailing
- A real fireplace
- Dark wooden doors
- Archways instead of corners
- Dark wood interiors
- Worn leather
- Indoor plants, everywhere
- Paintings on every wall
- Dead flowers in a vase
- Patterned carpets
- A big TV, sofa pulled close
- A bed too big for the room
- Candles & lanterns
- Detailed spoons & utensils
- A coffee corner
- A shoe-shine corner
- Windows onto trees & train tracks
- Fallen leaves indoors
- Easter eggs scattered through the room
- Hand-painted appliances — fridge, TV, the lot
- Floor-to-ceiling bookshelves
- Wall-sized mirrors in the dressing room
- A big mirrored bathroom
- An oversized shower head
- Rain against windows
07 · Rooms I don't own
Places.
- Libraries
- Bookshops with ladders
- Museum halls near closing
- Grand old cinemas
- Old train stations
- Hotel bars at midnight
08 · Foods that are worth the effort
Food.
- Pancakes, flawless and faintly divine
- Quzi, slow-cooked
- Yalanji
- Steak, rested
- Risotto, done right
- Penne arrabiata
- Rocket (arugula) salad
- Sushi
- Sunflower seeds, by the bag
09 · What ends up in the glass
Drink.
- Cocktails, more or less all of them
- Sex on the Beach, ordered without irony
- Jägermeister, very cold
- Beer, very cold
- Iced V60
- Peach iced tea
- Black tea
10 · Engines worth the silence after
Road.
- Porsche 911 Turbo S
- Aston Martin DB11
- Ferrari 488 Pista
- Manual gearboxes
- Night drives, windows down
- Empty highways at 3am
11 · Travel, weather, slight danger
Wander.
- Rain & thunderstorms
- Solo travel, big cities
- Nocturnal urban exploration
- Secret European alleys
- Arboreal retreats, off-map
- Deep mountain hikes where no one has been
12 · A Greek-god frame, and tolerance for pain
Body.
- Inhuman training volumes
- Endurance past the point of reason
- Strength as a default state
- Sitting in discomfort, on purpose
- Cold water, on purpose
- Breathing exercises
- Stretching & mobility
- Balance
- Long walks as thinking
- Meditation
- Sleep, defended
13 · The software taste behind the day job
Craft.
- Total control over my stack
- Linux, always
- Suckless philosophy
- Software you can leave alone
- Programs that start instantly
- Plain text, forever
- Go, Rust, Svelte
- Self-hosted everything
- IBM Plex, everywhere
- Sorting files and data like a maniac
I am worthy because I am curious, not because I am clever.